Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Stress kills.

Hi guys! I made this chapter a little bit shorter than usual just because the next few ones will be alot longer and filled with more drama. I really hope you enjoy! The more feedback I get, the more I am inspired to write so PLEASE comment the blogs or write to me on twitter (@TheFightForLove), enjoy :)
 
Nicki was finally adjusting to a new lifestyle. She had a new diet, a new daily plan, and a new perspective. She was starting enjoy this new life she lived. Nicki and Drake we're still working on things, but they weren't back in a relationship yet, and SB and Nicki were still the best of friends. Drake would visit Nicki almost everyday, and had been going to every doctor appointment with her.
About a month later, Nicki was going to see the doctor again, the 3rd time seeing the doctor in a week. She was DYING to see him because she had been having un-bearable pains in her stomach. She couldn't eat, couldn't move, and the pains stressed her out..which her doctor told her she should NOT be doing. Nicki laid on her bed and waited until Drake picked her up, she didn't even have the strength to get ready for the doctor's appointment. SB walked in her room.
SB: "How are you feeling Nic? Any better?"
Nicki: "No."
She began crying once again. She was emotional, moody, stressed, and in pain but SB was always there to help. He laid in bed next to her, nose to nose as he rubbed her cheek.
SB: "It's gonna be okay. You got me, I'm not going anywhere. I love you Nic, I do. Very much."
Nicki started crying even more, but this time they were tears of joy. She smiled as she moved closer to Safaree, he leaned into Nicki as he softly pecked her lips. He pulled away and looked at Nicki, waiting for a reaction. Nicki grabbed his cheeks and pulled him in for more. She slipped her tounge into his mouth and enjoyed every second of it. She had been horny for weeks, and this made her even more horny. SB started moving his hand under her pants, feeling on her clit through her underwear, this immdiately made Nicki wet.
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
"Fuck." Nicki said. She pulled away and ran over to the door while adjusting her hair and wiping her lips. She opened the door to find Drake standing there with a smile.
"APPOINTMENT NUMBER 3, LET'S DO IT!" He said with a smile. His positive attitude always made Nicki laugh. She turned around as she winked at SB and walked out with Drake.
SB sat on the couch, more confused than ever. Last time he hooked up with Nicki, they were drunk..and it meant nothing. But this time, they were both sober..and they both felt a spark when their lips touched. Safaree didn't know what to make of it, but he just waited until Nicki brought it up, he didn't want it to be like what happened with them last time. He loved Nicki, he wouldn't do anything to get back to that point.
Meanwhile, Nicki finally pulled up to the doctor's office. She jumped out of the car straight to the room she was assigned to every two weeks. She patiently waited for the doctor as she explained the pains she felt to Drake and he researched them on his phone. Finally the doctor walked in.
Doctor: "Okay Ms.Maraj. I see you have un-bearable pains in your stomach daily, which isn't normal. I'm going give you an ultra-sound and see if everything is healthy with the baby." He leaned Nicki back as he squirted the blue cold gel on her baby bump. The coldness made her giggle..but the doctor's facial expressions made her smile fade away. She saw the distraught look on his face when he was looking at the scans.
Doctor: "Ms.Maraj I am going to need to do a CAT Scan on your stomach, please follow me this way."
At this point, Nicki was terrified, she didn't understand what the big deal was. She started getting teary eyed as Drake grabbed her hand, walking her into the room to get CAT scanned. Once they walked in the room, the doctor brought a few other nurses with him to do the tests. Nicki laid on the scanner as X-Rays were being taken. About 30 minutes later, the doctor came in with answers for Nicki and Drake.
Nicki: "What happened? Please, I've been stressing out while you make me wait here."
Doctor: "Ms.Maraj, there is no easy way for me to say this...(he took a deep breathe as he gave the X-Rays to Nicki)...you've had a mis-carriage, I believe it was due to the amount of stress you had. You lost your baby. I am truly sorry."
He rubbed her shoulder as Nicki stared at the floor. She was completely numb, completely in shock, she could feel the beating of her heart come out of her ears, the pain of her stomach took over her body. She was broken.
The doctor left the room, he let Drake know the pains should go away within the next week, and to keep her as calm as possible.
Drake walked over to Nicki and tried talking to her, but she was speechless. She grabbed her phone and purse and walked straight to the car. The whole way home was silent. Nicki was in tears at this point, she couldn't process her feelings or express them.
Drake opened Nicki's condo and walked her to her room, she was still speechless. She closed and locked the door as Drake walked back to the couch and told SB the horrifying news.
Drake also explained to SB that he needed to keep Nicki calm and stress-free because she was already risking her health by stressing out. Drake was going to be traveling the next few weeks to finish the final touches on his album, so he told SB to please take care of her and he will try visiting and calling as much as possible. He wrote Nicki a note telling her how much he loved her and how sorry he was. He stuck it under her door as he left the condo, in tears, he lost his baby before he could even look into it's beautiful eyes.
 

5 comments:

  1. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Why did you make her have a miscarriage? Why??? *sigh* I feel sorry for Nic..I don't know what else to say, but post SOON please! I want to know what happens!

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