Week and a Half.

Hi everyone! Just wanted to let you know I will probaly be writing twice a week now due to the fact I have started school. The next few chapters have alot of twists and drama so I hope you enjoy :)

It had been a week and a half since Nicki caught Drake with his ex Shana. Nicki was incredibly hurt, this situation reminded herself why she doesn't fall in love..because she always ends up being hurt. Drake had been calling, texting, and e-mailing Nicki constantly. He needed to explain hiself to her, but she wasn't ready to let him back in her life. She was broken, she couldn't go a whole day without crying, not only did it hurt her, it hurt SB. Safaree could NOT stand seeing Nicki the way she was. She looked fine in public and infront of her barbz, but as soon as she was alone, she was an emotional wreck. Especially helping her fall alseep, Nicki wasn't able to sleep at night unless she had Safaree there talking to her until she fell asleep. This made him exhausted, but he did anything to help Nicki feel better.
The next morning was good because they both got to sleep in. Nicki didn't have any plans until later in the afternoon when she had a photoshoot set up. But Safaree still woke up early to make Nicki a nice breakfast, hoping she'd wake up feeling happier. As SB was cooking, he heard the doorbell. The doorbell was so loud that it not only scared SB, but woke up Nicki. She creeped down the stairs, hiding behind the wall, waiting for SB to open the door to see who it is. Nicki didn't want it to be anyone she didn't want to see when she first wakes up. So she hid behind the wall, peeking her head through the edge. Safaree walked over to the door and opened it. Drake stood infront of him.
"Hey man." Drake said. You could tell he was nervous by the way he was pacing back and forth and staring around. The last thing Safaree wanted to see was the man who crushed his bestfriend. Nicki stood at the edge of the wall as she watched the conversastion.
"Do you need something Drake?" SB said in a rude tone so Drake could get the point he wasn't allowed there.
"I need...I need Nicki." Drake said while holding back his tears. Safaree felt bad because he knows Drake is truly sorry, but he was still upset because Nicki was still hurt.
"Well, she's sleeping. I don't think she wants you here anyway."
Nicki stared at them, deciding if she should come out, or stay hiding behind the wall. She wasn't ready to see or talk to Drake, but she knows Drake wouldn't leave until he got what he want.
"Safaree, please..I need to talk to her. Atleast see her.." Drake replied. But Safaree cut him off.
"Maybe you should have thought about that before you fooled around with your ex. Nicki has been miserable Drake. She hasn't gone a full day without breaking down crying since the day she found you with Shana. Look Drake, I know Nicki, and I know she isn't going to want to start ANYTHING back up until she has a few words with Shana, and with you you..but for now I think the last thing she wants to deal with is you. It's best if you just leave. I'll tell her you stopped by, whether she decides to get in contact with you is on her." Safaree really stuck into Drake. He could see the guilt all over his face.
"Okay Safaree, I understand. Thank you man, I'm truly sorry." Drake replied while stepping away.
"See you later man." SB said while closing the door.
"Hopefully." Drake replied in a low tone while walking off. SB closed the door as he walked back over to the kitchen to finish breakfast.
"Hi...Safaree." Nicki said while walking into the kitchen, she was already crying.
"Hey Nic, I made you breakfast." SB replied while smiling, hoping it would cheer up Nicki. Nicki ran into SB's arms and cried but gave him the biggest hug she could give.
"I heard it, I love you." Nicki said while laying her face on his chest. He smiled at Nicki while he brought the food to the table.
It was quiet during breakfast, but not awkward because SB could tell Nicki was thinking about something..he knew Nicki was going to say what was on her mind any second.
"SB." Nicki said. He knew it was coming. "Yes Nic?" He replied.
"I think...I think...I'm ready to talk to Drake, and Shana." When Nicki said Shana's name, a sudden tone of anger came into her voice.
"Abouuuut?" SB asked.
"Drake needs to learn that he's gonna be missing me, I'm not just taking him back so easily..if I take him back at all. And Shana...I don't know, I just think she should be there."
SB was suprised how maturely Nicki was handling it. She contunied speaking. "We'll meet up here, tonight, after my photoshoot." She picked up her blackberry as she sent a text to Drake. "I expect you and Shana at my door at 7:30 if you want anything to be resolved." as soon as she set her phone down, her phone lit back up with a text. "Be there. Thank you Nic, thank you." was Drake's response. She set her phone down as she looked up at SB, she could tell something was wrong. "What's the matter SB?" Nicki asked while bringing her emtpy plate to the sink.
"Nic. Are you going to tell Drake about what happened when I first got in my accident?"
Nicki acted confused, even though she knew EXCATLY what he was talking about.
"What are you talking about SB?" she asked while acting confused.
"Nicki, don't play that confused card with me." He said while putting one eyebrow up.
She took a deep breathe. "The kiss. It's all about being honest tonight, so yes, I will tell him."
 She walked into bedroom and her got everything she needed for her photoshoot. She got her hair and makeup done by Day & Terrence and looked FLAWLESS. She had an amazing shoot, like always. Once she got back home, she kept the makeup on and changed into a black long wig. She threw on ripped jeans a white V-Neck and took a shot of patron with SB.
7:30 struck the clock.
*DIINNGGG DOONNGGGGG*
Let the night begin.

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The accident. (Part 2)

Once Nicki arrived to the hospital, all she could do was cry. She didn't even care about the papparzi surrounding her, pressuring her with questions, or the many missed calls and texts from Drake, she just cared about seeing SB and seeing him alive. She walked down the long halls until the nurse stopped and said "Here is his room Ms.Nicki. I am going to do my best to get rid of the papparzi. SB has a few injuries, but he is going to be okay. He will just need someone to be with him for the next 2 weeks." the nurse opened the door and let Nicki in while closing it right behind her so they could have their time alone. SB had a concusion, bruised ribs, broken ankle, and scratches and bruises all over his body. It hurt for him to even turn his neck due to the sore aches from the accident.
Nicki sat there crying before she could say anything. She thought about the last words he said to her before getting into the accident.
"...my love for you will ever stop."
Those few words took over her brain, heart, and all emotions as she watched her bestfriend in pain and suffering. She felt as if it was her fault, it wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for her. Guilt took over her soul as she watched him lay there.
"I'm sorry.." were the first words that came out of SB's mouth when he saw Nicki.
"Comeon SB, let's go home." Nicki didn't seem to realize how bad the aftermath of the accident was. She didn't realize that SB was unable to walk or even move on his own. She started to take off the blankets as the doctor walked in.
"Uh hello. Ms.Minaj and Mr.Samuels." the doctor said as he strangely look at Nicki trying to hold SB in her arms.
"Hello doctor." Nicki said while wiping her tears "I'm just going to put SB in the wheelchair and take him home, thank you for the..." The doctor cut off Nicki's sentence and began to speak. "Oh no Ms.Minaj, SB needs to stay with us tonight. He has a minor concusion, he will be able to leave in the morning."
Nicki had a devistsating look on her face as the doctor smiled and walked out.
"It's okay Nic, just come back in the morning, I'm fine." SB said.
"No way!" Nicki exclaimed while making herself comfortable on the couch next to his bed. "I'll be just fine on this couch." she shot SB a big smile as her phone buzzed. It was another text from Drake. Nicki finally replied so he could stop blowing up her phone.
"SB got in a car accident, he will be okay but he has to stay at the hospital for the night and I will be joining him. Please stop calling and texting me Drake. Anything you need to say, we can discuss later. Goodnight." she sent the message as she set down her phone and poured herself a cup of water.
"Drake texting you?" SB asked while Nicki sipped on the water. He saw the look on her face and knew something happened. "What's going on Nic?" he asked while painfully adjusting hiself up to sit.
"I uh..." Nicki started crying again. "I went to go talk to Drake after you walked out and when I got to his condo, his ex-girlfriend was there drinking wine with him. You know, I don't really know what's going on but he didn't tell me. It doesn't matter though, I don't care. The thought of me almost loosing you.." Nicki stopped her sentence as she froze, stuck in the idea of loosing SB. Her heart became heavy as waterfalls streamed down her face.
"Come here." SB scooted down and left an open spot for Nicki on the bed. She jumped under the sheets and carefully placed her head on his shoulder as she cried to him. About 30 minutes later, Nicki started to calm herself down. She adjusted SB  in the bed and sat on the couch next to him and sang. SB loved Nicki's singing, it was always the perfect way to put him to sleep. She rubbed his head while singing him sweet songs, once he was alseep, Nicki adjusted herself on the couch and layed down as she tweeted to her barbz, letting them know SB was okay. "Hi barbz. SB is doing fine, thank you for all your kind words. Don't take life for granted. Muahh, love you barbz xoxo" she sent out the tweet and fell right asleep.
The next morning, Nicki finally got to take SB back home to their condo. She spoiled him SO much as he layed in bed, anything he asked for, Nicki did. She was so blessed he was alive, so she was doing anything for him.

A few days later and SB was still on bedrest. Nicki was still at his side every second, helping him recover. She layed in bed with SB to watch TV, but once he saw Nicki jump in the bed, he turned it off.

"Why'd you turn it off? Jersey Shore repeats are on!" Nicki said while laughing.

"We've seen them all before silly girl, let's talk."

Nicki knew when SB wanted to talk, it wasn't going to be about happy. Usually when SB talks with Nicki, it ends up being an emotionally conversastion that makes her cry. She rolled her eyes at SB, waiting for him to start talking.

"Have you talked to Drake?" SB started the convo.

"He called me. And apologized. I said I need a little break from him while I am taking care of you. I knew I wouldn't be seeing/talking to him alot while I was taking care of you so it was better I just took a break from him..especially since he didn't tell me why his ex-girlfriend Shana was at his house. But whatever, he agreed."

"Oh I see. Maybe it's needed though. Maybe while your away from eachother you can see if you really miss and need eachother."

Nicki smiled because SB always knew the right things to say.

They stayed in bed for the rest of the day talking about life, love, and everything else you can think of. This day really brought them close to eachother and they both appreciated that. Before Nicki tucked SB in for bed, she gave him a bubble bath since he couldn't shower hiself. It wasn't very awkward because Nicki and SB had seen eachother naked plenty of times before.

"SB your getting me soaked!" Nicki screamed while throwing him in the bath-tub.

"Pauz..." they both said at the same time while cracking up.

"No seriously though, my whole shirt is drenched." Nicki said while taking off her shirt, leaving her only in a bra and comfy short shorts that said "MINAJ" on the butt.

Once SB was done with his bath, Nicki took him out and help him dry off while putting his boxers on, she helped him to his bed and tucked him in. He pulled her in as she layed on top of him and he hugged her with his warm body heat. While hugging her, SB whispered in Nicki's ear "You're truly the best thing that happened in my life. Thank you. I love you."

When Nicki heard those words, she moved her nose on top of his nose and smiled. Her held his cheeks as they both leaned in and kissed eachother passionately. She sat up and winked at SB while closing the door behind her so he could get some sleep.

A few weeks later, SB was almost recovered. Nicki was so proud to see him getting better everyday. Since that night, they have had a few other occasions where they kissed again, but nothing besides that. They were both extremely happy in eachothers presense.

Nicki went to pick a new outfit for a new day. "DAMMIITT." she screamed.

"WHAT IS IT?" SB screamed back.

Nicki ran back into his room with an angry look on her face.

"Half of my stuff is at Drake's. Even my laptop with my beats and I need to go to the studio later and use those beats. I need to go get it. I'll be back in 20 mins SB, I love you."

She grabbed her phone and began dialing Drake's number, even though she hadn't talked to him in weeks. He wouldn't reply to her texts or phone calls, but once she was at the condo, she grabbed the spare key he had given her when she spent the week with him a while back. She lightly opened the door and closed it behind her. She didn't know if anyone was home. "HELLO?" she said. No answer.

She walked around the house, gathering all her stuff. She had everything she needed, except for her "YMCMB" jacket that she remeber was in Drake's room. She walked herself to Drake's room but before she opened the door she heard music playing and moans and laughs and screams. "The fuck?" She thought to herself. She opened the door to see Drake, naked in bed with his ex-girlfriend Shana. Not only was he in bed with her, he was extremely drunk, at 1 in the afternoon. Nicki said nothing, she simply turned around and started walking to the door and Drake ran behind her, already starting to explain hiself. But Nicki didn't listen. She slammed the door behind her and immdiately bursted into tears while calling SB explaining to him what she just saw. "Just get home safe please Nic." was the only thing SB could say or even think about. He didn't want her in the same position she was in. Once she got back to the condo, she grabbed all the stuff and threw it on the floor as she layed in bed and cried on SB, his shirt was drenched in her tears and makeup, but he didn't mind. They both knew this wasn't like Drake to do this. Something was up, and SB was going to get to the bottom of it.

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The accident. (Part 1)

It had been 3 days since Jessa walked out on Safaree. He was still emotional and hurt. Everytime Nicki asked what happened between them, Safaree wouldn't answer or he would lie about it. But Nicki was smarter than that, she knew he was lying about the real story. And Safaree NEVER lies to Nicki, they tell eachother everything..so she immdiately knew something was up. That morning, Nicki walked downstairs to see Safaree playing on his phone while sitting on the couch. She sat herself next to him, but not too close.
"Safaree, I need to talk to you." Nicki said in an almost whispering tone.
"Ok, what's up?" He replied, trying to sound like everything was fine..but Nicki knew it wasn't.
"What happened with you and Jessa? What REALLY happened."
Safaree noticed the look on her face. He knew that Nicki knows when he lies, but he didn't want to tell her the real reason. He didn't want to get in the way of her relationship with Drake..and if he told her, that's excatly what woud happened.
"I already told you Nic, we just got in a fight because I don't see her enough, and she got mad and walked out."
Nicki grabbed the remote, turned off the TV, and slammed it back on the coffee table. She was getting angry that Safaree was continously lying to her about what happened.
"Safaree? Do you think I'm stupid? Seriously? I know something happened, and I know your not telling the truth. We don't lie to eachother Safaree, we tell eachother everything. Why are you hiding this from me? We are bestfriends!!" at this point Nicki was screaming at Safaree.
"NICKI JUST STOP. SOME THINGS I DON'T TELL YOU FOR THE RIGHT REASONS. SO JUST STOP."
Nicki was so angry, you could hear her heart pumping in her chest. And she wasn't giving up until she got her answer.
"THIS IS BULLSHIT SAFAREE, I DESERVE TO KNOW. WHAT HAPPENED THAT WAS SO BAD THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN TELL ME?"
Safaree knew at this point that if he wasn't honest, it would only get worse. He took a deep breathe and turned himself away from Nicki.
"You." He said in a calm voice. In those 3 letters, Nicki could tell he was spilling the truth.
"Me? What did I do?" she said with attitude, confused on how she affected the relationship.
"You did nothing. Jessa..." SB swallowed his spit and wiped his tears that started rolling down his face as he continued the sentence. "Jessa saw the way I looked at you and she knew."
Nicki started calming down once she realized SB was opening up to her. "Knew what?" she asked with guilt in her voice.
"That I was still in love with you."
The room immdiately got quiet, all you could hear was Safaree's sobs. Nicki was speechless. Safaree turned back to Nicki and continued confessing.
"Never stopped loving you Nic, I just learned how to control it and put our friendship first. But Jessa..she could see right through me. She felt like she had to share me and she wasn't okay with that. It's something that will never stop..my love for you will never stop"
Safaree grabbed his keys and walked out of the condo crying. Nicki felt horrible. She ruined Safaree's relationship without even trying. And she didn't know what to do. She waited about 5 minutes before leaving her house, then grabbed her keys, threw on a hat, and drove to Drake's.
Once she got to Drake's, she was already crying from the guilt she felt. She knocked on his door and after waiting for few minutes, he finally answered. But before he could say anything, Nicki noticed another woman sitting on Drake's couch.
"Nic why are you crying?" He asked while moving closer. She didn't want to make a scene in front of this random girl, but she was VERY irritated at the fact that Drake had a girl alone in his condo without telling Nicki ahead of time, no matter who she was.
Drake closed the door behind him, he was standing outside with Nicki while the girl was waiting in the condo.
"Who is she?" Nicki asked.
"She's a friend of mine from way back in the day. She is in town and visiting. But why are you crying Nic? Talk to me"
Nicki knew when Drake was lying, and she knew that girl wasn't just a 'friend' of Drake's.
"Just a friend? Okay Drake, and what do you think I am? An idiot?"
Drake looked at Nicki and wiped the tears.
"Okay, my ex-girlfriend. But it's not like that anymore Nic."
"If you bring an ex-girlfriend into your house and don't tell me, and she KNOWS you have a girlfriend and still continues to hit you up..then it's still 'like that' Drake. I gotta go."
Nicki backed away and she stormed to her car and drove off. She kept calling Safaree while crying even harder. But he wouldn't answer his phone and she didn't want to be at the condo alone. The 2 people she always relied on weren't there for the first time. She drove for hours thinking and crying and writing new lyrics because her feelings were taking her over. It was 11:30 and she finally decided to head back to the condo to get some sleep, hoping SB was there. As soon as she walked in, she noticed the condo was empty. She started to get worried where SB was, but she knew he needed the time alone. She changed into one of his baggy shirts and sat on the couch at wait up for him. About 10 minutes later, the house phone rang. Which is very rare because nobody has the house phone number except family or important people to Nicki and SB. She ran over and picked up the phone.
"Hello?" she said in a confused tone.
"Hello. Is the the residance of Safaree Samuels?"
"Yes it is, but he is not here right now. May I ask who is calling?"
"This is the LA police. Is this Ms.Minaj?"
"Yes??" Nicki soon became worried and scared.
"Um Safaree Samuels got in a major car accident. We have him in the emergency room and..."
Nicki hung up the phone before the police man could finish the sentence. She threw on sweats and a hoodie and grabbed her phone and keys and headed straight to the LA Hospital, praying that her bestfriend was okay, and alive.

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The heart-break.

Weeks later since the VMA's and everything was going fine. Drake and Nicki had a wonderful relationship since they started becoming sexually active. While Safaree and Jessa became alot more serious with their relationship as well. SB and Nicki's friendship was stronger than ever. They had never been so close before in YEARS of their friendship. They were 100% honest around eachother and completely themselves. SB knew EVERYTHING that was going on in Nicki's life and all of her thoughts. She shared everything with him. And he did the same. They told eachother things that they would never tell another living soul. Their friendship was strong and un-breakable and everything was running smoothly. But..not for long. Weeks had passed and Jessa was becoming very suspcious about SB's "friendship" with Nicki. At first, Jessa thought it was great how two bestfriends could be so close, but now she just thought they were TOO close. Everytime Jessa would call SB, he would be doing something with Nicki. And everytime she went over, she would walk in with SB and Nicki toghether. When SB was hanging out with Jessa, he would be texting Nicki. Jessa didn't find this normal. She wanted to get to the bottom of this. Were they just good friends? Or were they hiding a relationship from their own partners?
Jessa woke up and called SB one morning.
"Hellllooo Sunshine" SB said as he answered the phone.
"Hi babe. What are you doing?"
"Just being lazy with Nicki haha. Whatcha up too baby?"
"Nothing, can I come over?"
"Sure!"
"Okay, see you in a bit"
Jessa hung up the phone and drove herself to Nicki and SB's condo, she arrived about 15 minutes after the phone call.
*Knock knock*
SB got up off the couch where he was sitting with Nicki and answered the door.
"Hi babe, you look beautiful." while kissing her on the cheek.
"Thanks hunn." Jessa walked over to the living room and sat on the couch where Nicki was sitting, playing with the Music Maker on her MAC laptop and making her own beats.
"Hi doll." Nicki said to Jessa while smiling.
Jessa was already past the fact that Nicki was famous, she just looked at her like a normal human now, and Nicki loved that.
"Heyyy Nic."
SB joined them on the couch while all three were sitting there watching TV and playing on there phones.
A few minutes passed and Jessa was wondering why Nicki didn't move once Jessa sat on the couch. Did she not want Jessa and SB alone?
"Soooo Nickkkiii. Where's Drake? Why aren't you hanging with him?"
As soon as Jessa asked that question, SB knew something was going on and Jessa figured something was up. He could see right through her, and so could Nicki.
"He should be here any minute, we are going to get frozen yogurt and go to the studio toghether." Nicki said in a rude remark while grabbing her laptop and moving into her bedroom.
Jessa felt guilty for coming off as suspicious to Nicki so she looked down at her phone as Nicki stormed off.
"Jessa, comeon now." SB said.
"I...I...." Jessa didn't know what to say. But the sound of a doorbell cut her off as SB walked up to answer it.
"Hey Drake." SB said while doing their little handshake.
"Hey man, where's Nic? She's usually sitting with you?"
"She's in her room working on beats." SB said with a smile, trying to calm down the awkward tension in the room.
Drake knocked on Nicki's door and opened it as he ran and jumped on the bed with her.
"BABE I AM SOOO PROUD OF YOU. I HEARD YOUR NEW SONG 'TURN ME ON' WITH DAVID GUETTA. LOVE IT BABYGIRL, AWESOME JOB."
Nicki smiled and leaned in to kiss him, Drake ALWAYS knew what to say to turn Nicki's mood around. Nicki grabbed her phone and purse and walked out the door with Drake.
"I'll be back later SB, love you bye!" she kissed SB on the cheek and walked out with Drake, paying no attention to Jessa still sitting on the couch.
About 10 minutes later, SB's phone lit up and it was a text from Nicki. "SEE!!" Jessa screamed. She couldn't take it anymore.
"What's wrong with you?" SB asked while adjusting hiself on the couch.
"Something about you and Nicki is suspicious Safaree. Look, I don't know what the fuck your hiding from me. But I know that no 'bestfriends' are with eachother every second of the day, and when they aren't together they are texting and calling eachother. Something is up Safaree. Explain to me now or I am leaving."
SB looked at Jessa with a confused look as he begin to speak. "Jessa, Nicki and I had a few bumps in the road in the past, and it's made us closer than ever. We love being bestfriends and we know that it's us against the world..." before he could continue speaking, Jessa cut him off.
"Do you love her?" she asked.
SB sat there while playing with his fingernails. He never got over his feelings for Nicki, he just learned how to control them. He will ALWAYS love and be IN love with Nicki. But he really did see her as an amazing bestfriend. He loved Jessa as well, last thing he would ever do is lie to her.
"HELLO" Jessa said while snapping in SB's face. "Do you love her..Safaree?"
SB looked up at Jessa, he could see how angry she looked and how impatient she was for an answer.
"Look Jessa. I'm in love with Nicki. I always have been. But we will never be anything. I met you and you changed my life, I am blessed to have you as mine. I would never do anything to hurt you, I love you Jessa."
Tears started to come to Jessa's face as she started walking out. "I see the way you look at her Safaree. You're madly in love with that woman. And I can't share you." she wiped her tears and she walked herself out of the condo and left SB alone on the couch. He was crushed. He finally started to love again, but his heart was broken again by Nicki. When she didn't even do anything. SB moved from the couch into his bedroom and closed the door. He finally checked the text from Nicki as it said "I'll backoff if she makes you happy, because all I want is to see you happy. I love you so much."

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Sooner than later.

The day EVERYONE was waiting on was finally here. The VMA's. Nicki spent the whole day with her glam squad getting her nails, hair, and makeup done. She looked PERFECT.
She drove to VMA's with Safaree and met up with her YMCMB family once she arrived. Once she stepped foot on the red carpet, everyone went crazy for her. She always knew how to catch everyone's attention. Including Drake's. Drake saw Nicki and his heart lit up, she looked beautiful and he couldn't wait for her to go home with him tonight, even though she had no idea what was going on. Sarfaree on the other hand, he watched Drake very closely. He watched the way Drake smiled when he saw Nicki and the way he looked at her. Safaree knew Drake was in love, he could tell since he was once in that position. Drake and Nicki agreed not to show any public affection, even though most of the media knew about them. As they were talking to take their seats, Drake pulled Nicki into a corner where nobody could see them. He kissed her passionately with his arms around her waist.
"Hello to you too." Nicki said while laughing.
"You look...they haven't even made a word for how amazing you look." Drake replied.
She smiled and grabbed his hand as they walked in toghether with Nicki holding Drake's hand, not caring who was looking or snapping pictures.
Nicki said hi to her YMCMB family and sat in between Drake and SB. She was so happy at this point, she loved her life and everyone who surrounded her. The night went on as they watched the amazing artists win their awards. Nicki was having a blast meeting new people and taking pictures with her favorite celebs. Once everyone sat back down after the break, the next award was up.
"Our next award is for best video collab." said the speaker.
Drake and Nicki looked at eachother because their song "Moment 4 Life" had been nomiated.
Once they started to name the nominees, Drake grabbed Nicki's hand and kissed it, waiting for them to announce the winners.
"And the winner for the best video collab is........NICKI MINAJ AND DRAKE, MOMENT 4 LIFE."
The crowd went wild when Nicki and Drake stood up and hugged eachother. She hugged SB and Lil Wayne then made her way to the stage with Drake behind her. Once she grabbed the award, Nicki spoke first.
"Wow...I never know what to say at these things, because it still hasn't hit me how honored and blessed I am. I love my team, I love my family, I love my barbz, I love everyone who told me I can, and I love everyone who has told me I can't..because every word has gotten me where I am. Thank you to EVERYONE for EVERYTHING. I am honored..I can't even begin with names because I would be here all night *chuckles* This is my moment 4 life. MWAH." The crowd went wild. Drake grabbed Nicki's hand which made them scream even louder. He went to speak after Nicki.
"I am blessed I got to make this song with such a beautiful person. And the fact that we won a VMA for it makes me even more blessed. I just want to thank my team, my family, and every single one of my AMAZING supporters. Love you all!! YMCMB. Oh and Nicki..." he turned straight at her and looked her in the eyes on stage. Everyone was silent waiting for what was going it to happen. "Tonight, it's happening sooner than later." Nicki's eyes grew large with shock and excitment and he reached in and kissed her on stage. He picked her up as they waved to everyone and walked on stage. The crowd was going WILD. The host couldn't even speak or calm them down. SB's smile was HUGE, he was the only one that really knew what was going on and he was more than happy. Once they sat back in their seats, Nicki was too shy to speak or even look up because she knew everyone was staring. Drake leaned over and whispered "I love you." in her ear. Tonight was magical already.
 The VMA's were over and everyone said their goodbyes. Nicki walked over to the car with SB to go home but SB stopped her. "Are you crazy? Did you not hear Drake say it was happening TONIGHT? Get in his car girl, your not allowed home." Nicki smiled at SB, kissed him on the cheek, and hugged him tight. "I'm nothing without you." she said while walked over to Drake.
"SB said I'm not allowed home." Nicki said while laughing.
"Yep, that was the plan." Drake winked at Nicki and took her to the VMA after-party with him. They didn't stay too long, because they had a long night ahead of them. They showed up and said hi to everyone they saw. They had a few drinks and hit the road. Drake was buzzin and Nicki was a little tipsy, so the car ride home was all laughs. Once Drake opened the door to his condo, Nicki was amazed. There was a chocolate fountain, a huge vase with roses, and a buffet full of sliced fruit to dip in the fountain. Drake smiled. "Let's get comfy." he said.
Drake took off his suit and threw on a pair of sweats over his boxers with no top. Nicki threw on his over-sized YMCMB shirt with only her bra and underwear on under it. Drake poured them to glasses of wine as he sat Nicki on the counter top and fed her chocolate-dipped fruit. He covered her eyes with a bandana and made her guess which fruit it was.
After a few fruits, Drake said "You ready for the next one." as he leaned in closer to her "Mmmm yes sir." she replied. He leaned in and kissed her while removing the bandana. She started to lean back on the counter top, while drake slid most of the fruit down the counter. He climbed on the counter-top, on top of her. Nicki leaned her hand back and dipped her 2 fingers in the chocolate fountain. She placed them in Drake's mouth as he licked every inch of chocolate off. Drake grabbed a can of whip cream and sprayed it on his two fingers, letting Nicki lick off the whip cream. Nicki grabbed the whip cream from Drake's hand and started spraying it on him and laughing. He bounced off the counter-top and ran straight into his bedroom and Nicki followed him laughing and spraying the whip cream. He grabbed her and and threw her on the bed while she was still laughing about the whip cream all over him.
 "You wanna play like that huh?" he said while leaning into to kiss her. They immdiately started undressing eachother while kissing and Drake grabbed the whip cream bottle. He sprayed it all over her naked body while laughing. "DRAKKEEE, I'M GOING TO BE ALL STICKY NOW." Nicki said in her whiney voice. Drake winked back at her and started to lick off all the whip cream off her body. She started to let out moans as he made his way down her body. Her legs were wrapped around his back while his face was in between her thighs. Last time they did this, Drake pulled away.
But Nicki knew that wasn't happening tonight. He looked up at her before moving his face into her. She looked at him and leaned her head back, waiting for him to begin. Once his tounge hit her, she immadiately moaned. She was so sensetive to him since she had never had him before. He started off at the slow pace, then sped it up. He had Nicki screaming and pulling away but he wasn't making it easy for her. He had his hands strapped to her and he moved his tounge back and forth at an amazingly fast pace. After a few minutes, Nicki grabbed the back of Drake's head and pushed it into herself even more "RIIIIIIGHT THERE" she screamed while moaning.
Drake knew that was the spot. He sucked and sped up even harder as he felt Nicki's body tighten and clench up which she screamed at him not to stop. Once the amazing jolt left her body and her eyes opened, Drake released himself and looked up at Nicki while she was out of breathe, laying under him, very pleased that he already hit her spot. She watched Drake as he pulled out a condom and slipped it on, she began to prepare herself as Drake started to stick it in. Before he started moving he looked up at Nicki. "Worth the wait." she said while he started to dig in it. He had her all over the bed, tossing and turning, screaming and moaning, she couldn't take the pain but she wasn't giving up until she gave Drake what he had been waiting for. "Ahhhhh" Drake screamed. Nicki knew he was about to cum because Drake was only moaning before that, not screaming. "I'm cooommm.."
Drake couldn't even speaking because of the amazing feeling that took over his body. Nicki could feel the tension while she felt his chest up and down, and once it released, she watched him pull out. He layed next to her in complete shock. "Oh...my...god." We're the only words that came out of this mouth. He layed there while Nicki kissed all over his body, beggining to move herself downwards. She kissed all around the inside of his thigs for a minute straight, just to tease him.
Then she let her mouth do the work. "Fuckin Nicki Minaj" he moaned while she started moving up and down stroking him. After a few minutes, she swung her legs over his body and sat on top of him while he stuck it in her. She rode up and down while he held her breasts and moved his hands all around his body. Nicki heard a timer go off and she looked at Drake as he smiled and picked her up. He walked her into his bathroom with the lights dimmed and rose pedals everywhere. The jets where on in the bathtub and the bathwater was filled with lavendar scented bubbles and the perfect warm water. Nicki walked over to the mirror, removed her fake eyeleases and wig, because she didn't know what she was going to get herself into. Once she dipped her legs in the water Drake spoke.
"Don't get all the way it just yet." Drake left the room and came back with two glasses of champange and a blunt. She shook her head and smiled as he sat next to her. They shared the blunt and drank the champange while Nicki leaned on Drake's chest singing to him. "Boy you got my heartbeat running awaayyy, beating like a drum and it's comin you waayy."
She could feel his heart-beat running faster and faster. Drake turned around and grabbed a bottle of lotion. He sat behind Nicki and rubbed the lotion all over her body, giving her a full body massage. After letting out a few moans, Drake guided her into the massive bath-tub while kissing her. He stopped the jets as he started feeling on Nicki under the water and sticking his two fingers into her. Very low jazz music was playing in the background while Nicki closed her eyes and enjoyed the pleasure Drake was giving her.
She soon felt a tounge hit her under-water. She jolted up and noticed that Drake's face was under-water and his tounge was back to work. Every minute he would come up and a breathe of air and smile a Nicki until she finally flew herself on top of him and let him stick it in. Once he was in she begun bouncing up and down on top of him. She was moaning so loud while Drake licked her fingers and kept his hands on her ass. He moved her out of the bathtub and got her a towel while they walked into the kitchen. Nicki was watching Drake as he pulled out a chocolate cake and sat it on the counter. They began eating the cake toghether, both speechless on how amazing the night had been.
Nicki grabbed Drake and kissed him, he turned her around and went in from behind while she layed the upper of her body on the kitchen table. After a few minutes she layed him on the table and jumped on top of him, but opposite because she was getting ready to position herself to 69. He was eating her while she was licking him, she swung her legs back over him and jumped off the table and laughed as she walked back over to the cake and continued eating it.
Drake was half asleep at this point, but he picked up Nicki and layed her on the bed while singing her to sleep.

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The approval.

It had been 3 days since Nicki stormed out of Drake's house fruserated. Nicki talked to Drake about it and understood he was waiting, she just wanted to know when. But she was staying patient. She tried not being as affectionate with Drake because she knew that would tempt her even more.
SB and Nicki were in the studio together working on her next album, while she was recording in the booth, SB's phone lit up with a text fom Drake. He was confused on why Drake would ever text him, but he snatched his phone and read the message.
"Hey SB. Do you mind stopping by my place after your done recording with Nicki? Just some things I wanted to discuss with you, but please don't tell Nicki that your coming."
"Sure man, be there in an hour." SB replied and stared at the phone wondering what Drake could possibly want from him. Once the recording session was over, Nicki and SB hopped in the car. "Nic I am gonna have to drop you off at the condo."
"Where are you going?" she said in a curious tone.
"Oh just to go visit Jessa, she's having a bad day so I want to stop by, won't take long."
She smiled at Safaree. "Sometimes I think your whole ignorant attitude is just an act, your the sweetest."
SB winked at Nicki and started the car. Nicki started flipping through the radio. "Boom ba-doom-doom boom ba-doom-doom bass, he got that super bass."
Nicki laugd and turned it up. "IT'S EVERYWHERE, I am so proud of this song."
"Sing it Nic!" SB screamed while dancing along.
"See I need you in my life to stayyy. No no no no I know you'll staayy. Oh no no no don't go awaayy. Awaayy. Boy you got my heart beat runnin away. Don't you hear that heart beat comin your way?" SB was amazed at Nicki's voice. He loved hearing her sing because she really did have talent. "Okay I'm done." she said after singing her brains out. SB pulled infront of the condo. "Be back soon, thanks for the amazing vocals on the way back." he said.
"Love ya boy." She closed the door with her ass and walked into the house. SB was watching her sexy figure as she walked, but he knew he had to stay away.
Once he got to Drake's house, he felt a bit nervous, like he did something wrong. He knocked on the door and Drake opened it with a big smile on his face.
"Hey man!" Drake said.
"Whasssup Drake."
Drake showed SB to the couch.
"Want anything? Food? Drinks?"
"Nah I'm good man." SB replied, waiting for Drake to speak up.
"Wait so where does Nicki think you are?" Drake asked.
"I told her I went to my friend Jessa's house for a lil."
They both laughed because Nicki believes anything she hears.
"Soo.." Drake started the convo. "I know Nicki tells you everything, and as you know, the VMA's are less than a week away. That's when I want Nicki to give Nicki what she's been waiting for. Do I have your approval?" SB smiled back with relief that Drake was asking for his approval.
"Hell ya Drake!! Sooner than later man! You got my approval 100%" They both started cracking up. "But really. Nicki has been complaining for weeks, the VMA's will be perfect. Especially because you guys have a nomination together. I think you should bring her back to your crib after the VMA's and do WHATEVER you please." SB said.
Drake felt comfortable and safe talking to SB. He could now understand why Nicki loved him so much.
"That's what I was thinking man, I just had to run it by you. Thank you so much, see you later?"
"Yeah man, anything to help. See you then. Make sure the night is PERFECT."
Those words scared Drake. He had to make that night  absoutely PERFECT, and he was going too.
He walked SB to the door and gave him a handshake/hug.
SB drove home happy for Drake, and happy for Nicki.
Once he walked in Nicki jumped up. "SB I AM ON USTREAM! COME SAY HI TO TEAM MINAJ"
SB walked over the computer "Oh hey ya little ugly rats." he started laughing.
"Safaree.." Nicki replied in an annoyed tone. All the barbz loved when Nicki and SB were toghether, they were the best of friends and quite entertaining. After a good hour, Nicki signed off.
"So I didn't get to ask you, how is Jessa?" Nicki sat on SB's lap while they played video games on his bed.
"She is fine, just a little stressed." SB hated lying but he knew it was for the right reason.
"Aw I'm glad you visited her and made her feel better, can't wait to meet her soon."
"Yeah." SB replied as he flashed a smile at Nicki.
They continued playing video games for about an hour until the doorbell rang. They were both shocked by the ring because nobody came to the door unexpected.
"I'll get it." Nicki got up and ran to the door as SB followed her. Nicki opened the door to a cute natural looking girl at the door.
"Oh hi Nicki! Oh gosh it's a honor to meet you." she said with excitment.
"Thank you darling. May I ask who you are?" Nicki replied with a smile.
Nicki turned around and saw SB running behind her with a suspicious look on his face, she knew something was up.
"Oh I am Jessa, I am seeing..." Nicki cut her off.
"I know excatly who you are. Come on in Jessa."
Nicki welcomed her into their home and listened to what Jessa had to say to SB.
"SB. Are you ignoring me?" those were the first words that came out of Jessa's mouth.
"Of course not Jessa. I've just been busy." SB replied hoping Nicki wouldn't figure out he wasn't there today.
"Well you have been ignoring my calls and texts for the past 2 days and I haven't seen you in a week. What's going on?"
Before you know it, Nicki interrupted. "SB I thought you were at Jessa's today?" Nicki's arms crossed and one eyebrow rose. SB knew he was getting himself into deep trouble. Before he even continued to make excuses, he blurted out the truth.
"Nicki, I lied about going to Jessa's, I went to Drake's because he wanted to talk to me and he didn't want you knowing. Jessa, I haven't been purposly ignoring you for 2 days, I truly have been busy and I am sorry. I was planning on taking you to a suprise lunch tommrow. Forgive me?"
Jessa ran over to SB and kissed him. "See you then babe." She ran out of the door because she knew it was about to get ugly for Nicki and SB.
"Okay so you lied to me? We don't lie to eachother SB." Nicki's tone of voice deepened and you could hear the anger starting to explode.
"I know Nic, I am so sorry. Drake asked me to go over and he didn't want you knowing." SB knew it was going to be a long night after that response.
"And what did Drake want you knowing SO bad that I can't know?" Nicki was getting furious. But SB didn't want to ruin Drake's special suprise for Nicki and he promised Drake not to open his mouth. "Uh, I can't say.." SB replied with guilt knowing his answer would set Nicki off.
"Fine." she picked up her phone and dialed Drake's number and put it on speaker. "HI BABYGIRL!" Drake said as soon as he picked up the phone.
"SB got caught in a lie Drake. Jessa just came over asking why she hasn't seen him in a week. So he obviously wasn't there. I know he was at your house, he won't say why. Whatever it is your hiding, spill it." Drake could tell in Nicki's voice that she was beyond angry.
"I...I...I....you'll find out sooner than later Nic." That was the best thing Drake could reply.
"Yeah you always say that." Nicki hung up the phone and looked at SB. She shook her head and walked into her bedroom. Slamming and locking the door behind her.
Nicki knew that whatever it was they were hiding, she was going to find out eventually. But she didn't like the idea of her bestfriend and boyfriend meeting up without her knowing and talking about things that she didn't know about. She sent out a tweet saying "I love my barbz. I know they wouldn't hide ANYHING from me." just to make SB and Drake feel guilty. She turned on the TV and didn't leave her room at all that night. She had to get her point across that you should NEVER hide anything from her.
The next morning, Nicki woke up and walked downstairs. She dropped her pink blanket on the floor in shock when she saw Drake and SB standing infront of her with a big boquet of flowers, box of chocolate, and a teddy bear. "We are sorry for lying Nic. We love you." They both said it at the same time, like it was planned. Tears of joy came to Nicki's face as she hugged the two most important men in her life.
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Frustration.

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Weeks later. Nicki woke up to the smell of eggs, bacon, toast, and pancakes. She wondered what was going on downstairs and why there was so much food being made. But she didn't mind, she was STARVING. She jumped right out of bed and threw a pink blanket over her and walked downstairs, but it was just SB cooking by hiself, and there were just two plates and utensils set up at the table. "Saaafffaarrreeeee, what's going on?" Nicki asked in an excited tone.
SB had been apologizing to Nicki for his drunk mistake for weeks now. He couldn't last a full day without apologizing. He was drunk and he doesn't remeber anything that happened that night, but he knows how he gets when he's drunk, and he knows it took alot of courage for Nicki to forgive him. And he was nothing but happy because that situation did nothing but make their friendship stronger. Nicki and SB both noticed they were happier and more comfortable than ever around eachother. I guess you have to go through the worst of times to get to the best, and now they were at the best.
"Nicki I know you're tiring of me apologizing everyday to you, but I wanted to do one last thing...so I made you your favorite breakfast!"
Nicki's eyes lit up from all the yummy food around her. "Well I can't complain with that." she chuckled. She grabbed the food and helped SB move it all the the dinner table.
Before they dug in, Nicki told SB that she loved where they were at with their friendship. She finally felt at peace and at a good state of mind with him, even more than before. They were happy. And the food made them happier. "THIS IS AMAZING SB!" Nicki said while digging in to anything she could find. "Thank you Nic, but the food isn't going to run away, take your time girl!" They both lauged and SB continued the conversastion. "Sooo, how's everything with Drake? Has he got it in yet?"
Nicki told Safaree EVERYTHING now. Anything she felt, SB knew. And the same was with him. Nicki told SB about how she wants to have sex with Drake but he is waiting for the perfect moment. The moment that is "Sooner than Later."
"NO SB!" She said in her whiney voice. "We've been dating for weeks, still NOTHING."
SB laughed at Nicki's needs for Drake. "Give the boy sometime, he obviously wants something with you..and obviously sooner than later"
They both laughed and cleaned off the table toghether. Nicki had been insanely busy in the studio lately working on her album, so she took the day off to lay in bed all day and relax with SB.
"So Safaree, the VMA's are a week away. I wanted to talk to you about them."
"Sure Nic. What's up?"
"Welllll, I know I always say you can't bring anyone to big events with you...but if you wanna bring someone to the VMA's, I'm completely okay with that."
SB could tell in Nicki's voice that she really didn't want him brining anyone, she just wanted to see him happy.
"Nic I wasn't planning on bringing anyone and I am still not planning on it now." He said while smiling back at Nicki. He respose brought joy to Nicki's face.
"But what about that girl you've been on the phone with everynight? I know your game Faree." she laughed and SB jokingly pushed her and laughed back.
"It's too early." he replied. "I don't want to take her out with me yet, she could just be using me for the things I have...Pauz. But you know, I gotta see how serious this will be."
"Oh okay boy, I see you." Nicki replied in a deep boy voice.
*Buuzzzzzz buuzzzz buzzzzz* it was Nicki's phone ringing, and who better than Drake to be calling.
"Hi babe." she said.
"Hey babygirl, I know it's your day off, would you care to join me for drinks and a movie night at my place?"
"Of course I would" her voice was slowly becoming high pitched and excited.
"See you at 8 then, dress comfy!"
"Okay mwah bye!"
Nicki loved when Drake invited her places, he always told her the time, where to go, and how to dress within the first 30 seconds of their conversastion. By that time, it was already about 6:30. SB and Nicki made a BBQ Chicken Pizza and Nicki hopped in the shower while it was cooking. She put on light makeup and braided back her natural hair with some curls hanging out and a pink head-band. She wore a white lose V neck and pink shorts to match the headband, and black sandals.
"What are you doing tonight SB?" she asked while they dugg into the yummy pizza they made. "I'm taking Jessa on a date." he was scared to see Nicki's reaction.
"Oh aree ya now?" Nicki said in a giggle tone. "Okay I approve. Make sure you keep your ding-a-ling wrapped. Last thing we want is little ignorant SB's running around this place."
They both lauged at the thought, Nicki grabbed her stuff and ran out the door and SB hopped in the shower. Once Nicki got to Drakes, she realized she was in booty shorts and didn't want to get out the car and have anyone see her. Luckily, Drake trusted her enough to give her a garage opener so she pulled the car right in and ran into Drake's house.
"HI BABE!"
Drake was glued to Nicki's shorts, the way they wrapped around her curves made him want her so bad..but he knew he was waiting for the perfect timing.
"Okay I can see why you used the garage now." he laughed and kissed her on her cheek. "Come with me." he walked her into the living room with blankets and pillows spread all over the floor. "We are watching Ice Age's 1, 2, and 3. We need to get ready for our roles." Nicki laughed as she made herself confortable in the blankets. Drake cut the lights, turned on the movie and sat back. Nicki kept hoping this would be the night she FINALLY got a piece of Drake. She had been waiting too long and she hated waiting. They had been touchy and feely all through the first and second movie, but no action. Finally when the thrid movie began Nicki grabbed Drake's cheeks and brought him in for a long passionite kiss. She moved her hands down to his chest as he moved his right on top of the pink booty shorts. She started pulling Drake's sweats off of his legs. Leaving him in only his boxers. Nicki was only in a bra and thong at this point, but Drake removed the thong and slid his two fingers around her bikini line and then stuck them in. Once he did, he adjusted hiself so his mouth was in between her thighs, Nicki had been waiting weeks for this moment. He was kissing inside her thighs while she was begginging to let out soft moans. About a minute later, she felt a quick stop...Drake had pulled himself away. "What Drake?" she said in an annoyed tone. She was SO close to having him, she was getting irritated.
"I....I....This isn't the right time yet." Nicki could tell Drake was waiting for a certain day to make his move, but she was frusterated, and tired of waiting. She flicked the lights back on, searched for her clothes and threw them on. She grabbed her phone and keys and headed for the door.
 "NIC. Comeon Nic, Don't do this." He followed her out to her car and she said her last words before driving off. "I don't know why your holding back, but what you're doing is making me sexually irritated and I'm tired of waiting. I want you Drake, sooner than later." She closed her door and drove off into the night. Drake checked his phone to see the date. He was waiting for the VMA's to make his perfect move and the perfect timing. He walked back into his house upset, and started folding the blankets.
All Nicki could think about was venting how upset she was to SB. But once she was home, he was still out with this Jessa girl. So Nicki walked straight into her room and shed a couple tears. She was playing on her phone and checking twitter before she went to bed. Drake had tweeted. "Damn." is all it said. More tears streamed down Nicki's face as she sent out a tweet saying "Sooner than later" and cried herself to sleep.

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A new love.

The next morning was soon here. Nicki and Drake slept in until about 11:30, which gave Nicki the perfect amount of time to pack her stuff and get ready to leave back to her condo.
Nicki wore light makeup, had her natural hair in a sloppy bun, and wore a Hello Kitty shirt with skinny jeans and pink converse. Once all her stuff was packed, she walked over to Drake while he was cleaning the kitchen from all the cooking lastnight. She laughed and said "Best 3 days I could ask for with the best man I could ask for. Thank you for everything Drake, I love you so much." He turned back at her with a calm smile and said "Always babygirl, I love you." He grabbed her things and walked her down to her car and put her things in the car. "I want you to text/call me when your home please." Nicki had the biggest smile on her face. Her feelings were truly growing towards Drake. They hadn't talked about the kiss lastnight, but they didn't need too because Nicki leaned Drake against her car and passionately kissed him again. But this time there was a spark they both felt. Once she moved back from his face, she wiped the lipstick off his lips, chuckled, and got in her car. Drake stood there as Nicki drove off, wondering what will happen with them next.
As Nicki was driving home, she couldn't even think about SB and what was going to happen. She was too busy thinking about Drake and her feelings for him. She wanted Drake inside her so bad, and she wasn't stopping until she had him. Before you know it..Nicki pulled up to her condo. She took a deep breathe and left her bags in the car until she figured out what was going on inside. She stuck the key in the whole and opened the door, terrfied what will happen when she sees Sarfaree. She walked in, and the first thing she saw was SB sitting on the couch playing on his MAC. He looked up at Nicki and she could tell he had been running on no sleep and he had been crying..just by the looks of his face. She noticed Candi & Lauren weren't at the condo yet, which terrifed her because she didn't want to be at the condo alone with SB. Finally after minutes of silence, SB spoke. "Do you need me to get your bags?" Nicki was shocked he even said anything. "Uhm sure, I'll help." She replied.
They walked down to her car toghether and grabbed all the bags. He placed them in her bedroom for her and before he walked out she asked him to sit, so he did. He pulled up a chair and watched her as she put all her clothes in the "Dirty Laundry" basket and waited for her to speak.
"I wish this is something I could just blow over, but it's not." Nicki started the conversastion. "I should have never used you the way I did, and this would have never happened. I am sorry Safaree."
The last thing Safaree was expecting was an apology. After everything he had done, he was the one who was ready to apologize.
"Nic." he took and deep breathe and held back his tears. "The things I did were unacceptable. I can't seem to look at myself anymore, because I have not been myself without you. After the way I treated you, I have felt nothing but guilt and regret. I should have put our friendship before any kind of relationship and I am so so SO sorry for what I did and everything that went down. Yes, I am in love with you Nicki, you are my world. But you are also my bestfriend, if I lost you I..." his sentence stopped as tears streamed down his face. Nicki sat on his lap and wiped his tears and hugged him. "I love you, bestfriend." she whispered in his ear. He helped her unpack as they cleared the air, but Nicki knew it was too soon to tell SB about Drake. She was going to wait until things got a little less awkward. After unpacked she laid on her bed and felt her blackberry buzz. She flipped over and realized it was text from Drake. "Babe. You never texted me when you got home. What's up? Everything okay?" Nicki stared at her phone and smiled before she replied. Babe? She thought. Does this mean he feels the same. She replied with a big smile on her face. "Sorry Drake, I forgot. Everything is good :)" she sent the message and looked up at SB. SB was staring at Nicki as she replied, he knew that she was texting a man by the way her face lit up. "Seeing someone?" he asked. But he didn't sound mad. He sounded like the old SB who was always there for Nicki. Nicki felt safe and and comfortable with her bestfriend. "It's just Drake. He was making sure I was okay." she set her phone down next to her. "I saw the way your face lit up Nic. You like this this boy. What's stopping you?" He asked. "Nothing." she replied with a smile, she was happy SB wanted her to be happy. Her phone buzzed, she snatched it as quick as possible knowing it was Drake. She read the message and her heart melted as he replied "What a relief. I have a meeting at 6, care for dinner after? I will pick you up around 8:30? Dress FANCY girl" Nicki jumped up. "SB LOOK WHAT DRAKE SENT ME! HE ASKED ME ON A DATE!" SB was truly happy he had his bestfriend back and happy to see Nicki happy, he knew it was for the best. "Let's get your outfit ready, we all know it will take hours." SB replied while laughing. "See you then ;)" Nicki replied. She jumped in the shower while SB picked her out the most beautiful outfit he could find. Once he saw Nicki in this outfit, he knew he made the perfect choice. She had on a long baby blue dress that cut in a V to show her clevage, with sequence all down the sides. The bottom of the dress cut upwards so you could see her whole leg. She topped it off with silver heels and blond, long hair wig. Once she put the final touches on her make-up, Drake was ready to pick her up in a stunning black suit and silver tie. "You look amazing Nicki Minaj." Drake said as he kissed her on the cheek. Her grabbed her hand and walked her to his car. SB stayed in Nicki's room that was he didn't cause any awkward tension. Nicki sent SB a text once she got in the car. "I love you.". Drake started the car as they took off into the night. He suprised her by taking her to dinner not only on the beach, but with the WHOLE YMCMB family. She missed them so much that tears came to her eyes when she saw them. They had the time of their lives with eachother, once they all made they're ways back home, Drake stayed until they all left. "Follow me." He told Nicki. He walked her down stairs and took off her shoes. He directed her straight to the beach for a long walk. Once they got to a point on the beach where it was completely silent with no people, Drake set down a warm blanket and layed on it with Nicki. They watched the stars and talked about life. Nicki couldn't keep her hands off Drake, but he didn't mind. She was so attatched to him. She sunk her lips into his then moved to his ear "I want you Drake." she whispered. He looked at her and said "You got me." She jumped on top of him and stuck her tounge straight in his mouth once again after she heard EXCATLY what she wanted to hear. She was ready for him right then and there, she started to un-botton his shirt but he laughed and grabbed Nicki's hands. "You're quite the tiger aren't you?" She laughed at his remark but was confused why he grabbed her hands from un-dressing him. "Let me tell you something Nic..when we are more serious into our relationship, the first time I get in you will be the the best expierence you'll ever expierence. It'll be sooner than later, don't worry. I just want to take us one step at a time. If we rush, we will lose the thrill. And you're not like all those other girls, you're different. You're worth the wait" Nicki bite her lip just thinking about Drake inside of her. Then she thought about what Drake said and agreed with him. Her response being "My mind stopped after you said 'sooner than later' baby" She laughed and stood up as they walked back to Drake's car. Once he dropped her off at home he kissed her. "Goodnight babygirl." she couldn't do anything but look down at the floor and smile, she felt like a teenager with their first love. She closed the door, jumped on SB's lap, and explained her whole night. She got in her comfy clothes, layed and bed, and thought to herself "Sooner than later." Those thoughts kept her heart warm and put her right to sleep.

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Night #3

This is just a short little chapter to catch you up before the real drama starts back up in the story. Enjoy!

3 days later. Nicki was still staying with Drake like he demanded since Safaree has put no effort into getting in contact with Nicki. She snuck back into her condo when SB wasn't home and grabbed a weeks worth of clothes for Drake's house. But that week was almost over. Nicki knew she would have to go back to her condo soon and deal with this mess, instead of hide from it. It was about 5 o' clock when Nicki stormed into Drake's bedroom.
"Drake, I am going home tonight." she said with a serious tone.
"If that's what you want to do Nic, I am not stopping you. I'm just not comfortable with you being there alone. Can you atlease call Lauren or Candi and see if they will be there?" He was worried and scared to leave Nicki with a man who broke her to pieces.
"I'll call them right now." Nicki sat on the bed and dialed Candi's number.
"HI NIC, I MISS YOU!" Candi blurted.
"Hi baby, I miss you guys all so much. I want to come home tonnight but I don't want to stay at the condo alone, will you guys be there?"
"We aren't going to be there until tommorow afternoon, sorry Nic. But please come tommorow afternoon, we really miss you!"
"I will be there, see you then."
"Okay bye love!"
"Byeeee"
Nicki hung up the phone and looked at Drake. "Looks like you have me for one more night." she said.
Drake just smiled while Nicki layed next to him as they napped the day away. Nicki had been smoking for 3 days straight now that  she was staying with Drake. She knew it wouldn't last, she was just doing it for the days she spent with Drake. Once they woke up, Drake cooked for them and they shared another blunt before the food. It was around 6:30 at this time. "So, whatcha wanna do tonight since it's your last night here?" Drake asked. "Uhhh, eaaatttt" her reply while cracking up. "I'm good with that!"
They made every receipe they could find. So much food for two people, but they enjoyed every second of it. It was already midnight and they were too full to even stay awake, so Drake walked Nicki to his bedroom and tucked her in like he had been the past 3 nights. "Drake don't you get tired of that couch? Seems uncomfy." Nicki asked. "It's fine Nic, don't worry." Drake smiled and kissed her forehead. "Sleep in here." She yanked his arm and pulled him in the bed. Last time she had a man in her bed, it was SB and she slept with him..but she wasn't doing that tonight and he knew that. "Thank you Nicki, goodnight." She leaned over and kissed his lips as her tounge slipped into his mouth, this lasted for about a minute. It was the least she could do after everything he had done for her the past few days, plus, she was developing feelings for the man. "Goodnight Drizzy." she finally responded as they soon fell asleep with the warmth of their bodies against eachother.

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Going down-hill (Part 2)

The room was silent. The only thing you could hear was Nicki crying. "Nicki? Did you hear me? Who did this? Where are your clothes? What happened?" Drake said in an annoyed tone. Nicki pulled Drake on the couch next to her and laid on his lap and continued to cry. After 10 minutes, she began to calm herself down so she could speak.
"Can I sleep here?....I don't mean to barge in Drake and I'm really sorry I just..." Drake cut her off. "Nicki you shouldn't even ask, of course you can. Take my bed please, I will sleep on the couch. But I refuse to get any rest until I get some answers. Who did this to you?" Nicki took a deep breathe and turned face to face with Drake. "Sarfaree." she said with regret. Drake was speechless. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Nicki immdiately started crying again. "He was drunk and he tried having sex with me..but it was my fault, I used him Drake, I used him."
Drake just stood there as Nicki cried. He finally spoke. "I don't know too much about your relationship with SB, but I do know that NO man, no matter what the situation, should ever put his hands on a girl. Drunk or sober." Drake wiped Nicki's tears and grabbed her a shirt she could wear to bed. She continued to lay on him as they talked for hours. They talked about EVERYTHING. Nicki explained how lonely she felt and the night she slept with SB and everything she felt from that day forward. She opened up to Drake which was very rare for her to do with anyone.
Once they were done talking, Drake pulled out a blunt. "Let's smoke Nic. I always smoke before I fall asleep, it really helps." It was 4 in the morning and all Nicki wanted was to sleep. "I don't do that kinda stuff anymore Drake." she chuckled as she said it because she knew Drake wouldn't take no for an answer. Drake lit the edge of the blunt. "Here you go Nic." before you know it, they were smoking the night away. They had the time of their lives toghether eating and laughing and making new memories. Drake knew it would help Nicki sleep too. At this point it was 5:30 and they both we're too tired to do anything else. Drake walked Nicki to his bedroom and tucked her in. "Tonight was just what you needed. I love you Nicki. I want you too stay here for a couple of days until everything is settled. I'll see you in the morning love." He closed the door and made himself comfortable on the couch.
He loved Nicki, he was in love with her. He always had been. The difference was, he knew how to control it..unlike SB. When the time comes, the times comes. And Drake was okay with that.

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Going down-hill (Part 1)

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Weeks have passed. Both SB and Nicki haven't brought up the situation since Nicki told him it meant nothing. It had been awkward around them for these few weeks. But neither of them wanted to open up about it because they were both scared of an argument occurring. SB was hurt and mad at Nicki, but he couldn't show it. Nicki on the other hand, she didn't care. When she said it meant nothing, she meant it. But she still loved SB with all her heart, and she was still nothing without him. But she loved SB, she wasn't IN LOVE with SB..and that was a huge difference.
SB couldn't take it anymore. He had to discuss this with Nicki and clear the air. He couldn't take just being her bestfriend, he wanted her so bad, his heart hurt just to look at her. The time had come for them to discuss this, he now just waited for the perfect moment...
All of Team Minaj was back in LA with Nicki as she worked on her next album. She loved having her team with her and talk about everything with them. So when she had to go to a night club one night, she invited her team to come along. Everyone was so excited for the night. They all looked there best. And in SB's eyes, Nicki looked flawless. She was wearing her black tight shorts with a hot pink blazer and hot pink shoes. With her blond wig to match and smokey eye make-up. FLAWLESS.
"You look great Nicki." SB said to Nicki on the drive there. "Thank you SB, you look amazing yourself." she hugged SB and smiled. It was the first time they really spoken in weeks and that make Nicki feel alot better. "Don't get too crazy tonight Safaree" she warned him. "Don't worry about me" SB replied as stepping out of the limo.
The club was fun and everyone was enjoying themselves. SB couldn't keep his eyes off Nicki and that bothered him, so he went to the bar. So many shots. SB couldn't even keep track. He doesn't drink very much, but when he does..it usually isn't a good time. Nicki noticed SB was way too drunk, so she got Team Minaj and SB and headed back to her condo. They all got back and started making more drinks and hanging out. Nicki went into her room to UStream with her barbz like she promised. She closed the door and had a great time with her barbz, she loved catching up with them and chatting with them. SB opened her door and slammed it behind him "SAFAREE COME SAY HI TO..." she soon became silent. She saw a horrifying look on his face and knew something was going down. Her voice became very low. "Barbz I gotta go, I will UStream soon, I promise! LOVE YOU MWAH" she turned off her laptop and waited for SB to speak. "You're a bitch." he screamed. He stormed over to Nicki. "You're just a slut." Nicki didn't say anything, she knew he was drunk and she knew how he got when he was drunk, her only thoughts were to get away from him before it got worse. "How dare you use me because you were lonely. How dare you mess with my emotions for your satisfaction. Does that satisfy you Nicki?" She didn't respond. "DOES IT!?" He got in her face. He was screaming and cursing at her and calling her things that did nothing but bring tears to her face. She tried running out of the room to get rid of the pain SB was bringing to her heart, but before you know it..he grabbed her arm and pushed her to the floor. He started ripping Nicki's clothes off of her and kiss on her neck. "Safaree please stop!! Please get off SB please!!" she was screaming and crying at the top of her lungs. He held her down so tight that she couldn't move. "YOU WANNA USE ME? NO, NOW I'M USING YOU" he screamed as he undressed Nicki as he put hickies on Nicki and felt her up and down. Nicki screamed and freed her leg so she could him right in the nuts to release herself. Once she got out of SB's arms, Lauren and Candi opened the door "NICKI ARE YOU OKAY?" they saw Nicki's bruised arms from how hard SB was grabbing her, and her half naked with hickies on her body. "I'm getting out of here." she grabbed her phone and keys and walked to the front door. Safaree stormed after her and pushed her against the wall, still calling her names that she hadn't been called in years. She pushed him away and ran down to her car as he chased behind her, she luckily got in the car and locked it before SB could reach her, but he still damaged her car by denting and kicking all over. She immediately drove off as he screamed how worthless she was. Team Minaj forced him back in the condo as they calmed him down and sobered him up. But where is Nicki going? They all were curious. She couldn't go to a hotel because of the media, and she couldn't go out in public because she was half naked. She was driving around hoping she ended up somewhere that she would be safe..and she did. Nicki was infront of Drake's condo. She took a deep breathe and dialed her number. "NIC!" he said in excitement. "Drake, Hi, are you home?" She tried sounding like everything was fine, but he could tell something was going on and she was crying. "I'm not right now, but I will be in about 45 minutes. Why? What's up? What's wrong?" He wanted answers. "I'll just wait for you outside your condo, I'll see you in a little." She hung up the phone and spent those 45 minutes crying in her car, she even read her barbz tweets to her thinking it would help..but it didn't change anything. She was broken. She saw Drake's car pull up and jumped straight out of her car forgetting she was only in a bra and her tight black shorts, but she didn't care, she needed someone. She felt alone and scared. "Nicki." Drake stepped out of the car and went to hug her. She jumped back because was still terrified from earlier. "Comeone, let's go inside." Drake exclaimed, without asking any questions. He grabbed her hand, opened the door, and turned on the lights. He noticed the bruises, hickies, scratches, and distraught look on her face and immadiately sat her on the couch. "Who did this to you?" he asked her. Nicki could tell Drake was worried and becoming angry at the fact she had been hurt. Nicki knew it was going to be a long and hard rest of night for her...but she knew she needed to and had to open up to someone, and that someone was Drake.

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The confession.

The next morning was a blurr. SB woke up before Nicki due to the sun shining right into his eyes. Right when he woke up, he took a deep breathe, looked at Nicki, and simply smiled. He was blessed that he had something beautiful in his arms and he couldn't wait to start a relationship with his bestfriend and his new love. He lifted the blanket and stared at Nicki's naked body, remebering how amazing his night was. Nicki soon woke up and noticed SB staring at her, the room suddenly got awkward. She grabbed the blankets and threw them back over her body, looked up at SB and smiled.
The awkwardness soon calmed down once Nicki flashed her smile. "Hi." she said sofly as she chuckled. SB was so in love. Everything she said, every expression she did, everything she did made his heart warm. "Goodmorning Nicki" he replied, he kissed her on the forehead and smiled. She reached over his naked body to grab her clothes from the other side of the bed as he just watched, waiting for the perfect moment to say what he was feeling.
 "I'm going to shower now Safaree! You may wanna leave, unless you wanna watch me naked again, without me knowing." They both laughed. "Wait..." his body became stiff, he was about to tell the girl he loved excatly how he felt and he was more nervous than ever. "Aren't we going to talk about lastnight before we get the day started?" he stared at Nicki waiting for a response so he could start the conversastion. Nicki took a deep breathe. Not a nervous breathe, not a scared breathe, not a happy breathe. Just a deep breathe, a breathe like she knew she got herself into trouble. "Well, I..." SB cut her off "I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU" he blurted out. He couldn't even look at Nicki, he was staring at the floor. He was scared to see her response. He finally looked up and she was speechless, so he continued speaking. "...Last-night was nothing like I expected it to be. When I pecked your lips and you started to kiss me back, I fell in love with you every second from that moment, more and more. When I was with you, I felt the happiest I had ever been in my life. I'm in love with you Nicki." He stared back at Nicki.
The room was silent and nothing was moving. Finally, minutes (which felt like hours) later, Nicki got up, looked SB and said "It's all in your head SB, we were both feeling lonely and used eachother..that's all. We're bestfriends, remeber?" She then put a robe on, started the shower, and closed the door. Not only was SB crushed, he was angry. His anger took control of him, but he knew he couldn't show his emotions because if anything happened to his friendship with Nicki, it also affected his life-style. He stayed as calm as he could even though he wanted to punch the wall and scream at the top of his lungs. He didn't know how long he could keep this raging anger inside, but for now he tried staying as calm as possible..knowing it wouldn't last for long...

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The Drunk Mistake (Part 2)

There they were. SB was looking down at Nicki as she made herself comfortable in his arms and started to rub his chest. SB was more confused than ever, but then Nicki started to speak.

“I’ve never felt so alone in my life.” She said with guilt. She knew once she said that she would be opening a can of worms, but she was drunk and paying no attention to the consequences of what she said.

“I figured that was the problem.” SB said softly. He grabbed Nicki tighter. “Look Nicki, I knew you were going to start feeling alone once you got famous, I just didn’t know it’d be so soon.”

 Nicki stared into SB’s eyes.  The feeling of warmth in a man’s arms took her over. “I just miss the company of a man, that’s all I really want.” Nicki said. “You’re helping, thank you Safaree.” SB grabbed Nicki’s face and pulled her in, they were nose to nose. “Always Onika Maraj.” He replied.

 He adjusted hiself and slowly went in to kiss Nicki. He pecked  her lips but didn’t want to do anything to make Nicki push away. But before you know it, Nicki’s tounge was inside Sarafree’s mouth, she was biting his bottom lip with both hands on his cheeks. His hands were slowly making their way down to her butt, and she didn’t mind at all. SB laid her on her back and slowly felt in between her thighs, she was removing his shirt and he removed hers and there they were..both lying naked passionately kissing. SB pulled back and looked at Nicki. “Are you sure you want to do this Nicki? You aren’t sober and I don’t want-“ Nicki interrupted him. “SB just go.” She smiled at him, signaling him that it was okay. SB was soon kissing on Nicki’s neck, making his way down through her breats and navel, now kissing the inside of her thighs. He looked up at Nicki before he began and before he spoke, she grabbed his head and slammed it into her.  SB started moving his tounge against her, the pace became faster as Nicki let out multiple moans. They were all over the king-sized bed. SB was holding onto Nicki’s hips as he pulled her closer everytime she tried scooting back from his tounge. He finally scooted back and watched Nicki has she flew across the bed and opened the drawer and reached for a condom. “Nicki….” He said in a worried tone. “Your gonna regret …" too late. Nicki already slipped on the condom and gave him that same smile telling him to go in. So he did. It was a new feeling for Safaree. He has been with a lot of girls, but he was never felt the way he felt when he was inside Nicki. His body was in full ecstasy and when Nicki screamed his name, he enjoyed every second of what he was getting himself into. He started speeding up his pace, going harder and quicker. “RIGHT THERE SAFAREE.” Nicki screamed. SB knew he hit the spot and he wouldn’t stop until…right there. “Ahhhh SB I’m coming” Nicki screamed. He sped up as her body clenched together. A few seconds later and SB did the same. They both had a moment of full enjoyment, toghether, at the same time. As soon as she released all the tension and opened her eyes, SB pulled out. Before SB could say anything, Nicki was already kissing him. She moved down and removed the condom and let her mouth take control.  SB felt like the happiness man alive.

When Nicki was done, she popped her head from under the sheets and did the same smile, she laid on his warm chest while SB stroked through her hair, he immdiately fell in love with Onika Maraj. Both speechless and both soon to sleep. He was going to wake up in the morning to Nicki in his arms and express his love for her. But her reaction is the last thing he would want to hear...

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The Drunk Mistake (Part 1)

The next morning Nicki woke up bright and early. She looked in the mirror and noticed her swollen eyes but she just told everyone that's what happens when she wakes up after sleeping for a long time. She walked around the hotel to see everyone passed out in random places from the crazy night. Then she walked to SB's room. When in doubt she always went to SB, he was always there and always put a smile back on her face. She stared at him as he slept softly and thought to herself. "Maybe SB is what I need." but she just couldn't see herself kissing SB goodnight or see him as anything besides a bestfriend..even if she tried. SB woke up to Nicki standing at his door. "Hey Nic." he said while rubbing his eyes. Nicki was startled because she didn't realize he had waken up while she was dazing off. "Oh goodmorning Safaree" she said while trying not to make everything awkward.
"You know, you can come in. I don't know why you're just standing there, but I don't bite." He smiled and patted the bed so Nicki could sit, and she did. "So why were you just standing there?" he asked.
Nicki stared at the floor until she could think of a valid excuse.
"Oh I was just thinking of a funny way I could wake you up." She fake smiled and fake chuckled and SB knew she was lying, but again kept his mouth closed.
"SO!" Sb jumped out of bed "ARE YOU EXCITED FOR THE BIG PARTY TONIGHT?" With a big big smile on his face.
"Of course I am!" Nicki replied. And she acutally was excited. She was hoping she would enjoy herself tonight and be too busy dancing to worry about all her other problems.
"Well let's get the day started!" Sb exclaimed. And so they did. She spent most of the day starting to write for her new album she was completely excited about. Then she headed to the concert to perform with Britney because she only had 2 shows left.
She performed and gave it her all. She loved the enegry the crowd gave her and loved the way her barbz made her feel. Happy. That's when Nicki felt happy. But once that was over, she was back to fighting with her own thoughts and holding back tears. "But not tonight." she thought to herself. Tonight was the big Femme Fatale party and Nicki knew nothing would get in the way. She spent all her time and enegry looking perfect for the club after her performance. And off she went to get the night started.
The night went on, Nicki looked STUNNING with her black long crimped wig, a sparkled creme short strapless dress, and sparkled creme shoes to match. Nicki blew the night away. Drinking every drink handed to her and dancing with every person she saw. Before you knew it, it was time to leave. Nicki didn't want to leave because she didn't want to lay in bed alone, but she said her goodbyes and headed to the limo with SB. SB knew how drunk she was, he was pretty drunk hiself..but not as bad as Nicki. Nicki was hammered drunk. She couldn't walk and could barley speak, so SB put her right to sleep. As he changed her into a big shirt and put the blanket over her, he noticed she started to cry.
"Oh no Nic, are you an emotional drunk?" he laughed. But then he realized she had been crying herself to sleep for weeks, and this was no joke.
"Talk to me Onika, I can't stand seeing you like this and I know it has been going on for weeks."
SB removed her wig and took off her fake eyelasehes, he knew those were the two things she hated to fall asleep with.
"I....I....I just..." Nicki couldn't speak. Not only because she was drinking, but because she was crying so hard. SB just looked at her waiting for a response. An hour passed and Nicki was still laying saying nothing. SB kissed her cheek and wished her goodnight as he walked out, thinking he was the reason she wasn't falling asleep and hoping she'd fall asleep once he left so they could speak in the morning. Nicki saw SB walking out and all she could think of was being alone. "SAFAREE" she yelled as he walking to the door. "Yes? Onika?" he said back in the worried tone. "Close that door and lock it, I need you to be with me tonight." SB did what she said, he closed and locked the door and layed next to Nicki as she rested her head on his chest. He thought to hiself  "Ahh finally, we can get some rest." But little did he know..the night was JUST getting started...

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The beginning.

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Just another night for Nicki. She was wrapping up her Femme Fatale tour with Britney and getting ready to head back to LA and work on her Sophomore Album in the next week. Nicki had everything she ever dreamed of. Money, fame, fans, and an amazing team. But she was missing one thing..happiness. Nicki knew that she should be happy with her lifestyle. But inside something deep was hurting her heart, and she was having alot of trouble figuring out what it was. Team Minaj and Nicki all came back to the hotel from her concert very late that night.
"Let's start making drinks!" said one of her bestfriends Lauren. The night was just beginning but all Nicki wanted was the night to end. "YEAH DRINKS!" everyone is the hotel was screaming and agreeing. "Nic are you okay?" SB asked Nicki silently, that way no attention was caused. "Yeah I'm fine, just tired. I think I'm going to call it a night, but you guys have fun!" Nicki had a fake smile and SB could see right through it. "Are you sure?" SB asked. "COMEONE NICKI, STAY WITH US!" the Team wanted her to have fun with them, but she just denied it and went in her room, complaining she was too "tired" for drinks.
SB knew something was wrong, he could always tell when Nicki had been crying because of her swollen eyes, and the past few nights he knew Nicki had been crying herself to sleep because she would wake up with the same swollen eyes. SB was too afraid to ask Nicki why she was so upset. He felt that if Nicki wanted him knowing, Nicki would have told him..because they are bestfriends. So SB is just letting her have her alone time. "Is she okay SB?" Candi asked while sipping on her mixed drink. "Yeah she's fine. She just wants to get some rest for that big after party at the club tommorow." SB lied, but he didn't know what to say until he had the full story on what was really going on.
The night went on. But Nicki was still wide awake in her room, sinking into her own thoughts. "Why do I feel like this? Why can't I just be happy? God has blessed me with everything I asked for, so what's the problem Nicki?" Her thoughts were driving her insane. She wouldn't sleep until she could figure out what was making her so depressed. Then she turned to the other side of the king bed and soon realized what the problem is. She took and deep breathe and admitted to herself "I'm alone." Nicki was more alone than ever. She knew she wouldn't be in any serious relationships due to her fame, but she never thought being alone would take control over her. She is an independant person, but she just wants someone to lay next to and kiss goodnight at the end of the day. "But who?" she thought to herself. She knew she couldn't date some random person she just met because he would only be after her sucess. "I need someone who has been with me before the fame, or someone who is just as sucessful as I am. But who?" Her thoughts were eating at her alive, killing her softly, and she was more confused then ever. Another night crying herself to sleep, but things were soon to change..

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