The next morning Nicki woke up bright and early. She looked in the mirror and noticed her swollen eyes but she just told everyone that's what happens when she wakes up after sleeping for a long time. She walked around the hotel to see everyone passed out in random places from the crazy night. Then she walked to SB's room. When in doubt she always went to SB, he was always there and always put a smile back on her face. She stared at him as he slept softly and thought to herself. "Maybe SB is what I need." but she just couldn't see herself kissing SB goodnight or see him as anything besides a bestfriend..even if she tried. SB woke up to Nicki standing at his door. "Hey Nic." he said while rubbing his eyes. Nicki was startled because she didn't realize he had waken up while she was dazing off. "Oh goodmorning Safaree" she said while trying not to make everything awkward.
"You know, you can come in. I don't know why you're just standing there, but I don't bite." He smiled and patted the bed so Nicki could sit, and she did. "So why were you just standing there?" he asked.
Nicki stared at the floor until she could think of a valid excuse.
"Oh I was just thinking of a funny way I could wake you up." She fake smiled and fake chuckled and SB knew she was lying, but again kept his mouth closed.
"SO!" Sb jumped out of bed "ARE YOU EXCITED FOR THE BIG PARTY TONIGHT?" With a big big smile on his face.
"Of course I am!" Nicki replied. And she acutally was excited. She was hoping she would enjoy herself tonight and be too busy dancing to worry about all her other problems.
"Well let's get the day started!" Sb exclaimed. And so they did. She spent most of the day starting to write for her new album she was completely excited about. Then she headed to the concert to perform with Britney because she only had 2 shows left.
She performed and gave it her all. She loved the enegry the crowd gave her and loved the way her barbz made her feel. Happy. That's when Nicki felt happy. But once that was over, she was back to fighting with her own thoughts and holding back tears. "But not tonight." she thought to herself. Tonight was the big Femme Fatale party and Nicki knew nothing would get in the way. She spent all her time and enegry looking perfect for the club after her performance. And off she went to get the night started.
The night went on, Nicki looked STUNNING with her black long crimped wig, a sparkled creme short strapless dress, and sparkled creme shoes to match. Nicki blew the night away. Drinking every drink handed to her and dancing with every person she saw. Before you knew it, it was time to leave. Nicki didn't want to leave because she didn't want to lay in bed alone, but she said her goodbyes and headed to the limo with SB. SB knew how drunk she was, he was pretty drunk hiself..but not as bad as Nicki. Nicki was hammered drunk. She couldn't walk and could barley speak, so SB put her right to sleep. As he changed her into a big shirt and put the blanket over her, he noticed she started to cry.
"Oh no Nic, are you an emotional drunk?" he laughed. But then he realized she had been crying herself to sleep for weeks, and this was no joke.
"Talk to me Onika, I can't stand seeing you like this and I know it has been going on for weeks."
SB removed her wig and took off her fake eyelasehes, he knew those were the two things she hated to fall asleep with.
"I....I....I just..." Nicki couldn't speak. Not only because she was drinking, but because she was crying so hard. SB just looked at her waiting for a response. An hour passed and Nicki was still laying saying nothing. SB kissed her cheek and wished her goodnight as he walked out, thinking he was the reason she wasn't falling asleep and hoping she'd fall asleep once he left so they could speak in the morning. Nicki saw SB walking out and all she could think of was being alone. "SAFAREE" she yelled as he walking to the door. "Yes? Onika?" he said back in the worried tone. "Close that door and lock it, I need you to be with me tonight." SB did what she said, he closed and locked the door and layed next to Nicki as she rested her head on his chest. He thought to hiself "Ahh finally, we can get some rest." But little did he know..the night was JUST getting started...
Oh yes everyone, I know what you're thinking right now..and it's only getting better from here! Next post will put you in SHOCK! I promised alot of twists right? ;) Anyway, thanks for staying tuned! Please spread the word and give me feedback by commenting the blog or following our twitter page @TheFightForLove and let me know what you think will happen or what you would like to see next! ENJOY!
HMMMMM JUICY PART BEGINS NOW ...."SB removed her wig and took off her fake eyelasehes" LMAOOO I CAN PICTURE IT !!
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