Tuesday, August 23, 2011

The heart-break.

Weeks later since the VMA's and everything was going fine. Drake and Nicki had a wonderful relationship since they started becoming sexually active. While Safaree and Jessa became alot more serious with their relationship as well. SB and Nicki's friendship was stronger than ever. They had never been so close before in YEARS of their friendship. They were 100% honest around eachother and completely themselves. SB knew EVERYTHING that was going on in Nicki's life and all of her thoughts. She shared everything with him. And he did the same. They told eachother things that they would never tell another living soul. Their friendship was strong and un-breakable and everything was running smoothly. But..not for long. Weeks had passed and Jessa was becoming very suspcious about SB's "friendship" with Nicki. At first, Jessa thought it was great how two bestfriends could be so close, but now she just thought they were TOO close. Everytime Jessa would call SB, he would be doing something with Nicki. And everytime she went over, she would walk in with SB and Nicki toghether. When SB was hanging out with Jessa, he would be texting Nicki. Jessa didn't find this normal. She wanted to get to the bottom of this. Were they just good friends? Or were they hiding a relationship from their own partners?
Jessa woke up and called SB one morning.
"Hellllooo Sunshine" SB said as he answered the phone.
"Hi babe. What are you doing?"
"Just being lazy with Nicki haha. Whatcha up too baby?"
"Nothing, can I come over?"
"Sure!"
"Okay, see you in a bit"
Jessa hung up the phone and drove herself to Nicki and SB's condo, she arrived about 15 minutes after the phone call.
*Knock knock*
SB got up off the couch where he was sitting with Nicki and answered the door.
"Hi babe, you look beautiful." while kissing her on the cheek.
"Thanks hunn." Jessa walked over to the living room and sat on the couch where Nicki was sitting, playing with the Music Maker on her MAC laptop and making her own beats.
"Hi doll." Nicki said to Jessa while smiling.
Jessa was already past the fact that Nicki was famous, she just looked at her like a normal human now, and Nicki loved that.
"Heyyy Nic."
SB joined them on the couch while all three were sitting there watching TV and playing on there phones.
A few minutes passed and Jessa was wondering why Nicki didn't move once Jessa sat on the couch. Did she not want Jessa and SB alone?
"Soooo Nickkkiii. Where's Drake? Why aren't you hanging with him?"
As soon as Jessa asked that question, SB knew something was going on and Jessa figured something was up. He could see right through her, and so could Nicki.
"He should be here any minute, we are going to get frozen yogurt and go to the studio toghether." Nicki said in a rude remark while grabbing her laptop and moving into her bedroom.
Jessa felt guilty for coming off as suspicious to Nicki so she looked down at her phone as Nicki stormed off.
"Jessa, comeon now." SB said.
"I...I...." Jessa didn't know what to say. But the sound of a doorbell cut her off as SB walked up to answer it.
"Hey Drake." SB said while doing their little handshake.
"Hey man, where's Nic? She's usually sitting with you?"
"She's in her room working on beats." SB said with a smile, trying to calm down the awkward tension in the room.
Drake knocked on Nicki's door and opened it as he ran and jumped on the bed with her.
"BABE I AM SOOO PROUD OF YOU. I HEARD YOUR NEW SONG 'TURN ME ON' WITH DAVID GUETTA. LOVE IT BABYGIRL, AWESOME JOB."
Nicki smiled and leaned in to kiss him, Drake ALWAYS knew what to say to turn Nicki's mood around. Nicki grabbed her phone and purse and walked out the door with Drake.
"I'll be back later SB, love you bye!" she kissed SB on the cheek and walked out with Drake, paying no attention to Jessa still sitting on the couch.
About 10 minutes later, SB's phone lit up and it was a text from Nicki. "SEE!!" Jessa screamed. She couldn't take it anymore.
"What's wrong with you?" SB asked while adjusting hiself on the couch.
"Something about you and Nicki is suspicious Safaree. Look, I don't know what the fuck your hiding from me. But I know that no 'bestfriends' are with eachother every second of the day, and when they aren't together they are texting and calling eachother. Something is up Safaree. Explain to me now or I am leaving."
SB looked at Jessa with a confused look as he begin to speak. "Jessa, Nicki and I had a few bumps in the road in the past, and it's made us closer than ever. We love being bestfriends and we know that it's us against the world..." before he could continue speaking, Jessa cut him off.
"Do you love her?" she asked.
SB sat there while playing with his fingernails. He never got over his feelings for Nicki, he just learned how to control them. He will ALWAYS love and be IN love with Nicki. But he really did see her as an amazing bestfriend. He loved Jessa as well, last thing he would ever do is lie to her.
"HELLO" Jessa said while snapping in SB's face. "Do you love her..Safaree?"
SB looked up at Jessa, he could see how angry she looked and how impatient she was for an answer.
"Look Jessa. I'm in love with Nicki. I always have been. But we will never be anything. I met you and you changed my life, I am blessed to have you as mine. I would never do anything to hurt you, I love you Jessa."
Tears started to come to Jessa's face as she started walking out. "I see the way you look at her Safaree. You're madly in love with that woman. And I can't share you." she wiped her tears and she walked herself out of the condo and left SB alone on the couch. He was crushed. He finally started to love again, but his heart was broken again by Nicki. When she didn't even do anything. SB moved from the couch into his bedroom and closed the door. He finally checked the text from Nicki as it said "I'll backoff if she makes you happy, because all I want is to see you happy. I love you so much."

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3 comments:

  1. Oh my god this is so good!
    Your an amazing writer.

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  2. Man everybody was more than happy everybody was perfect and SB stupid cute self had to be all dang mushy and be in love with I kno Nicki I like the perfect girl but u dont have to be in love with her!!!!!! Anyways I loved it and u did a great job just make it a bit longer.

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